Merry Christmas!

seeing as though it is only an hour away, have a safe and Merry Christmas everybody.

this year has gone by incredibly fast. i realized once again that everyday is an utter miracle and a blessing most of all. so, my one wish and closing words would be that everyone count their own blessings and be thankful for those who make life so superb.

Oh, and let's not forget what Christmas really is all about. give Him a little birthday greeting :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

how do you drop someone?

that you thought you cared about, and realized that they are a shady, maniacal, devious thief?

it hurts my heart when i trust someone and they break it by being completely dishonest. and to a friend/coworker? it's disgusting, really. i now can't bring myself to tell others that i love them, i won't let myself get close to anyone else now. so today i realize that i hate society, and that there is a wall around my heart and brain to keep people out.

and yeah, if you're reading this-it's because of you. stop calling me, i don't want to see you, please forget that i welcomed you into my life, home(s) and comfort. because people like you don't deserve friends like us.

how dare you try and convince me otherwise, knowing well off that i wasn't there and knew nothing about what happened that night. i stood up for you telling others that i didn't believe it because of what you told me. but once i heard what really happened, my heart dropped, nothing clicked.

now, you're cut.

for these two girls, i'm so sorry.

kinda late Christmas list

Fashion/ accessories
**Gucci sunglassesfun tops, underwear (boyshorts), cami's, spanx, scarves etc.
giftcards from: h&m, forever 21,
Forever 21:

metallic floral hinge wallet
tunics

Makeup
Diamonds for ever by Makeup forever Nars Blush in Exhibit A (brilliant red)

Benefit "Dr. Feel Good" primer

etc:

**Nikon D200
massages

micro-dermabrasion/facials

swanky salon 'brazilians' ;0)

and happiness throughout the world. God bless!

crying sucks

sometimes i wonder about my father. he gets very short and uncaring with me whenever he's upset. he was always overprotective of me, when we lived in Long Beach, i was never allowed to explore outside of the backyard and school. When i got to Cerritos, it was a complete disaster for our relationship. i think there were months at a time where we didn't speak at all. it was uber stressful on my mom to cope with a stubborn daughter and a less than pleased father. i question why he acts the way he does and why he's so strict and judgmental at times-especially about men. then it hits me that it's because i have picked the worst possible guys for me in the past. they all hurt me in some way, they put up this HUGE front to make them seem better than they actually were (i look now and none of them are doing anything with their lives) our personalities clashed, and it was just failed relationship after failed relationship. none of them were good enough but i pushed and forced my dad to give them a chance.

now i finally have a good decent guy with all the potential in the world to be a great guy. we get along, the chemistry's there, he makes me laugh (without trying or forcing myself to) he treats me well, brilliant, handsome, caring, infidelity's not in his personality and he loves me-but my dad won't take it. Pops won't even give him a chance, resulting in him not talking to me.

Sean's so amazing and understanding, he listened to me cry, and i when i finally regained some composure, says that he'll be the only guy to prove my dad wrong.

oh gawd, i hope so. ya know what, i know so.

oh. p.s. Jaimie thanks for your opinion, really. i just had to erase them because i'm that neurotic, and people actually do read this and comment.

have a good one ya'll. i'm going to destress and shop my cash away.

ouch.

i've just lost 10 pounds.

and no, not to a healthy diet and exercise routine, but of a stomach flu and a burn. i got really really sick last friday, due to the stomach flu that was going around for a minute. so i made a bowl of soup (sinigang) with a bit of rice and gabe (taro) to coat my stomach because i've been throwing up all damn day-to the point of dry heaving may i add. so i started slurping the soup and it wasn't too hot, so i greedily munched on a piece of gabe. okay so stupid me forgetting that this particular type of starchy goodness is an insulator of heat, making it 10,000,005 degrees hotter than the rest of the ingredients. the gabe stuck to the roof of my mouth. ouchie ouchie ouch already right?! no. not yet. i take a sip of water to alleviate this shockingly painful situation and the gabe slides right down my throat- along with pieces of skin accompanied with it.

so now, i have a blister the size of New Jersey on the roof of my mouth and a complete inability to eat any time soon. every time i do take a bite of nourishment, i scratch it up so till then, yogurtland and pinkberry have become my nutritional life saver.

mmm... yogurt.

[picture time]

happy birthday to:

Christy!

Jeremy!

Christene!

why?

do people post stuff all over the internet (myspace, blogging, etc.) filled with misspellings and grammatical errors?

such as:

your=you're

your is a possessive characteristic

• That is your towel on the sand.

You're is an action and is typically used in verb tense.

• You're finally coming back to the city.

there = their, they're
There is used as an adverb or a noun.

• She is there now.

Their is a pronoun

• Their house is so beautiful.

They're is a contraction of they are.

• They're dating?!
  

i mean, i'm not the perfect blogger, i have an infinite amount of capitalization mistakes, (mostly due to laziness) but come on. there's spell check. and not to be a grammar nazi, but jeez peeps. we learned this shiznit in the 3rd grade.

anywho.


Diana's life at the moment summarized.

1. life is going good. i have finals coming up this and next week.
2. the fam bam's doin fantab, besides being plagued with the cold-'tis the season!i miss them a ton. i rarely get to see them. but we talk everyday and our weekly church and dinner outings have become more and more meaningful.
   
3. The friendsies, i miss them dearly. being stuck in riverside all week doesn't help. after finals though, it's on like donkey kong. i miss my best friend.
   
4. work is taking over my life. performance based scheduling can kiss me in the rear. i only work three days a week so of course my percentage ratio is higher. so what exactly does this mean? longer hours, better stations and more money. sounds good, and definitely works in my favor, but my free time suffers greatly.
   
5. the boyfriend, ah the boyfriend. well he's making due with my hectic schedule. he visits me on occasion at work, even bringing his mother and brother to greet me with their presence as i wait on their culinary needs. other than that, it's been mini visits here and there. he's busy too, so it works. i do miss his handsome face though.

my hair's growing. and i have this new shampoo- pantene expressions for black colored hair is my new favorite obsession and necessity when it comes to hair care. it makes my hair feel so silky and healthy, adding that little glimmer that has been hiding in the darkness of dull and damaged hair. see for yourself, time for self love.






kinda hesitant to put the last picture up, no makeup (except for the eyeliner) but whatevs. you won't judge me =)

xoxo.